Things
Everything around me feels a live and I , I .... here I am walking
like if I'm kinda some a robot with ... no feelings... no air that I can breath,
draging my self around like if someone is taking my hand like a little kid.
Although things aren't .....exciting anymore everything looks the same to
me. Should I continue walking as a dead person who is breathing or
just .............. Ast'3fer Allah :(
Ugh !!!!! O I truly wish if don't know anyone at allll HERE !!!!!
Ppl are just out there .... for two things here ( 2 me) first, knowing you and
trying to take the most good things out of you. Second, trying to know
what you have ?? what you doing ?? and when will you do it ........
Why do they think it is easy ... what i went through wasn't easy at all .. !!!! To be that weak to be that faitted and
Tired ....or do they just want to see me from an above and look at me
as if im no one.
TodAy H asked me tell me the truth what are you
doing here I know you bandar you hide things, I wish if I could say h
what are your getting out of that ? ... But sure I didn't cuz I'm
bandar .... appearntly "being nice" destroy
you !!!!!!!!!!!!! those days and ppl will take advantage out of you .
Inshallah , from now and on I won't give someone a
chanse to even to think about what I'm doing or what i do in life .
Harmful moments ...... Seems the same to me ...I guess ..because it's
always hard. I need help.... I want help ai want someone to give me a hand
and take me out of this mess that i have been through all
the past 2 years .
I wish if i have stayed there ...... with no worries.
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